Notes to myself: Senna and me
I just felt like I am not pushing enough and in doing so I am not living like there’s no tomorrow. In between comes a certain slackness and even a day of not giving the required output I should for myself then upsets me . I keep a note of time and as a rule since this year beginning I spent time only with i) family ii) close friends iii) health or iv) career .And still it was not enough. Working as freelance photojournalist or doing lots of things prepares you, but for now I should have done more than i could. It should have been focus, push ,focus ,push push ,focus and the cycle continues.
So i decided to take a break yesterday evening, visit some close friends and watch a couple of movies of which I saw SENNA, a movie i wanted to see since some time now. And I am glad I did so .
Goals to mini goals , and mini goals to minute details, it really is time to push. Keep the learning curve moving, have a dynamic life and enjoy the work. At the end of the day to do something you really want to end up doing will take a lot out from you and I must be prepared for it . Especially in cases like me where the lack of skill should be compensated by other factors
“The harder I push, the more I find within myself. I am always looking for the next step, a different world to go into, areas where I have not been before. It’s lonely driving a Grand Prix car, but very absorbing. I have experienced new sensations and I want more. That is my excitement, my motivation ” Ayrton Senna
Sometimes you must find your inspiration from various sources. Sometimes it comes from incidences, big or small, realisations , events and a thought itself. For me today it was Senna.
Here ‘s more on the man himself